sex & violence, melody and silence

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#THIS SCENE #ok this just brought up a lot of feelings#because i think there’s something a lot of people don’t actually realize #at the beginning of the movie loki should clearly be the rightful heir to the throne#as loki says thor is as far as possible from deserving the throne #and for some reason loki is the only one to see it #i can’t even imagine what it must feel like for him to be raised the way he was raised #his father telling him that he was born to be king and yet not trusting him when he deserved it the most#i mean come on can you imagine what it’s like to grow up as loki? #he must have tried so hard all his life to be perfect #to deserve the throne #so yeah when odin finally tells him that loki is not his real son #i can understand just how much this must hurt loki #it’s just not about the lie itself #it’s about what he’s done all his life that was for nothing #and now of course he understands why in hell odin chose thor to be heir to the throne #he must have felt so betrayed #to be honest i wonder how he didn’t turn out worse than he did#because even after that #even after what his ‘family’ did to him #he only tries to win the war that his idiotic brother has started #and he only does it to finally be able to prove to his father that he’s worthy of the throne #that he’s more worthy of the throne than thor #because he actually is #and because he’s been the perfect son all his life and you know what #that wasn’t enough so he doesn’t have any other choice #he can’t be perfect he has to be more than that #he just has to do everything by himself and to really save the day so that his father would finally acknowledge his superiority